Can someone love me? Am I someone worthy of love? How do I know when someone really loves me? How do I know when I really love someone else? When these questions used to occupy my mind, my mental state would almost immediately go to a very dark and sad place; I would become depressed, or my anxiety would go to the roof. The thought that I wiould go through life alone with no one to love or to be loved by was by far the worst type of personal state I have ever experienced. If it was not depression, it was anxiety due to the uncertainty of my future, love being a big part of my life; what would my future look like without love truthfully for so long? I have been searching for something I barely even understood. I chased a four-letter word everywhere from one relationship to another. I pretended to be someone I wasn’t in hopes that the person I was with would love me. I only ended up being hurt and broken in the end. With every relationship, I lost a little piece of me until one day, I looked in the mirror and barely recognized myself. After that moment, I knew I was not understanding what love truly was, so I decided to take time to get my physical and mental state back in order.
I decided to take a break from love. I started to focus on my self-development. I also began to use my time to volunteer and lend a hand in helping people in need. While supporting and connecting with people, I began to experience something so beautiful, which was a fulfillment of a true inner love for who I became. I started to learn that love is inside of me and I have the power to dim it or let it shine. I am now in a relationship with an amazing woman, the most amazing woman I’ve ever met. She loves me for who I am, and I love her for this. My heart skips a beat when I hear her voice, and when I am with her, I’m completely in the moment; the past and the future are so far from my thoughts. It’s as if time is standing still. Even when we are not together, I can feel her in my chest, and I can feel her in my energy. It is the purest and most potent energy I have ever encountered. So now I want more than just to be loved; want to be loved itself. I want her and everyone to feel this beautiful energy, vibration, and frequency that I am on at all times.
Dedicated to my twin
💯😍❤️❤️❤️🥰Happy Valentines Maddy Davis 🥰❤️❤️❤️😍💯
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