All of our lives, rather it’s your parents, teachers, mentors, friends, pastors or whoever, they always tell us to do the right thing. But, when we’re living in a world full of corruption and uncertainty, I started to ask myself, “What is really the right thing?”. As little kids, we were always taught to pay attention and to follow the rules, and if not, we get in trouble. And then, when we get older, it gave us reputations that we could either be proud of or embarrassed about. A rule follower is considered a “Goody-Goody”, and a rule breaker is considered a “Troublemaker”. In my case, I’ve always been a Goody-Goody. But, nobody ever realized how exhausting it is for me. ‘Always following the rules, without getting in trouble, can’t do no wrong’. That’s what people see me as. No one ever took the time to realize that I’m so much more than what meets the eye. Which made me wish to do something bad for once. As someone who’s also struggling with mental health, I know what it’s like of wanting to be a troublemaker or a risk taker, just to make myself feel good. But, at the same time, depending on the risk, I have to ask myself, “Is it worth it? Is it the right thing to do?”. I recently took a huge risk that I know wasn’t the right thing to do; which ended up me being a huge troublemaker. But, was it worth it? To me,….it was. Because it led me to loving the most wonderful, amazing man that I ever met in my life. Someone who is kind, sweet, intelligent, inspiring, and motivating, that I know for a fact that he will do more great things in this world. Who inspired me so much that I want to tell my story and my feelings in his blog. And I don’t know if it’s God’s plan to even meet him in the first place, but all I know is that I am so happy to call him my twin. So, even though there’s all these rules that we must obey by, maybe there is no right or wrong thing to do. So, it’s not about being a goody-goody or a troublemaker…cause at the end of the day, we all do make mistakes because we’re all human. And as a young adult myself, I’m still conflicted about this topic…but I’m also still learning everyday. I just need to take a one step at a time. And I hope others will do the same thing too.
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